I stare out of the blurry window
One solemn rainy day
Wondering about other people
And the way we are today
Children lay in the streets dying
The poor are begging for dinner
The dogs hide in the alley
As the cats grow ever thinner
The lonely man walks home alone
To return to nothingness and cold
The little boy fights when he can't win
Pretending he is bold
The little girl picks dandelions
People tell her they're nothing but weeds
She blows the seeds off of the stem
Praying for her needs
The widow sits in her rocking chair
Mourning her husband's death
The teens hide in garages
Smoking crack and meth
The silent child sleeps
Why does it rain?
Is it because angels are crying?
Why does the moon beam?
Is it hard to keep it shining?
Do trees grow tall because they're strong?
Is grass short cause it's weak?
Why do grey clouds hang in the sky
And make the weather bleak?
Why do daimonds glitter and sparkle
While rocks stay dull and plain?
Why are the normal crazy
And the unique are always sane?
Why does the heart love when it will break in the end?
Why do the stars come out at night
Again, and again, and again?
Why do people hate and judge
When you carry yourself with pride?
Why does blood flow through your veins
When you are dead inside?
Don't judge me because I'm different
Don't reject me because I don't fit in
Don't use me to your advantage
Don't tell me what to do for your own benefits
Don't turn away from me because you think you're better
Don't throw me away because you think I'm worthless
Don't expect me to do be perfect
Don't tell me to be like everyone else
Don't call me a failure when I've done nothing wrong
Don't beat on my confidence because you don't have any
Don't insult me because you feel insecure
Don't tell me you love me if you don't mean it
Don't say my name if you're going to misuse it
Don't judge me because I'm different
I stare out of the blurry window
One solemn rainy day
Wondering about other people
And the way we are today
Children lay in the streets dying
The poor are begging for dinner
The dogs hide in the alley
As the cats grow ever thinner
The lonely man walks home alone
To return to nothingness and cold
The little boy fights when he can't win
Pretending he is bold
The little girl picks dandelions
People tell her they're nothing but weeds
She blows the seeds off of the stem
Praying for her needs
The widow sits in her rocking chair
Mourning her husband's death
The teens hide in garages
Smoking crack and meth
The silent child sleeps
Why does it rain?
Is it because angels are crying?
Why does the moon beam?
Is it hard to keep it shining?
Do trees grow tall because they're strong?
Is grass short cause it's weak?
Why do grey clouds hang in the sky
And make the weather bleak?
Why do daimonds glitter and sparkle
While rocks stay dull and plain?
Why are the normal crazy
And the unique are always sane?
Why does the heart love when it will break in the end?
Why do the stars come out at night
Again, and again, and again?
Why do people hate and judge
When you carry yourself with pride?
Why does blood flow through your veins
When you are dead inside?
Don't judge me because I'm different
Don't reject me because I don't fit in
Don't use me to your advantage
Don't tell me what to do for your own benefits
Don't turn away from me because you think you're better
Don't throw me away because you think I'm worthless
Don't expect me to do be perfect
Don't tell me to be like everyone else
Don't call me a failure when I've done nothing wrong
Don't beat on my confidence because you don't have any
Don't insult me because you feel insecure
Don't tell me you love me if you don't mean it
Don't say my name if you're going to misuse it
Don't judge me because I'm different
Current Residence: Washington Favourite genre of music: Alternative Favourite photographer: Dominic Rouse MP3 player of choice: Ipod Favourite cartoon character: Shin-chan Personal Quote: Don't let people define you just because they have control issues
I lost the one thing that ever made me happy... Why? Because i'm stupid. i fell madly in love with a boy... then i threw him away... He was the only one who could make me laugh and cry... break my heart and fix it... love me and hate me... kill me and bring me back to life... all at the same time. i broke his heart... Why? BECAUSE I'M STUPID. i didnt deserve him at all... and yet... he still loves me... and i dont know why... he told me i only deserve the best... he was the best... and i lost him... and now i'm slowly dying inside without him to bring me back to life...
People tell me that being alone makes you stronger. Sure, if you can take care of yourself and want to be alone then that's one kind of strength. Someone once told me that needing companionship is a form of weakness. I don't think wanting to be with people is being weak. I just want to be needed. I want to support people and have them support me in return. Is that so wrong? I want to be able to protect someone so I don't have to feel like no one needs me. I just want some purpose in life. If you have someone important it makes you stronger because of the will you have to protect them. I'm just tired of being thrown away. My father rejects me,