I lost the one thing that ever made me happy... Why? Because i'm stupid. i fell madly in love with a boy... then i threw him away... He was the only one who could make me laugh and cry... break my heart and fix it... love me and hate me... kill me and bring me back to life... all at the same time. i broke his heart... Why? BECAUSE I'M STUPID. i didnt deserve him at all... and yet... he still loves me... and i dont know why... he told me i only deserve the best... he was the best... and i lost him... and now i'm slowly dying inside without him to bring me back to life...